When You Have Nothing Left to Say

*cue Doogie Howser theme*

I've noticed when life is going well for me, I tend to not blog. So this, in a way, is just a sad journal of problems I've been through and overcome, which, is great I suppose. So whenever I get the urge to recall memories when I'm old and grey, hopefully the internet will still be a thing. I mean, it could quite possibly be a post apocalyptic waterworld where I'm an old gypsy selling hope and fortunes for a meal. I'd be lying if I said I liked option one better..

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But yeah.. everything right now is great. All my bills are paid. I feel better than I have in years. I'm getting more fit. I'm happy. I'm about to order a pizza. Life is actually really good right now.

So what am I supposed to talk about when everything is going well? I don't even know. It feels like I'm bragging if I talk about my life going well, so I don't want to do that. I mean, don't get me wrong, everything's not perfect, but I'm happy right now.

And now I really wanna watch Waterworld again.
That movie is criminally underrated.

You know what I could do.. I could do one of those "get to know me" quizzes or something.

  • Please tell us, when you were born? 1984. 
  • What’s your middle name and are you proud of it? Marie, and yes. It was my aunt Gladys's middle name too.
  • Are you named after someone, if yes then after whom? My grandfather's sister (Jessie) and my grandmother's sister (Gladys Marie) hence Jessica Marie.
  • Where are you from and are you proud of it? West Virginia and I am not proud of it. Not til they get their shit together, at least.
  • Do you love playing any sports, or just watching it? I like watching tennis, baseball and basketball.. but as far as playing, I prefer volleyball or racquetball.  
  • Which one is better, Basketball or Baseball? Basketball is more interesting and probably requires more skill, soooo... 
  • Who is your favorite person in modern history? Probably Albert Camus.
  • Who is your favorite writer in modern history? Dostoevsky
  • Who is your favorite musician(s) from 20th century? The Doors and Hanson
  • Do you love animals, if yes then which one you love most? yes, and it's a toss up between elephants and dogs.
  • Are you married or single? I've been married twice. (once for 7 years, once for less than 30 days.. ask if you wanna know more)
  • What is your favorite drink of all? Fresca
  • Do you have favorite basketball player? Jason Williams (Duke University)
  • Do you want to have a business? Yeah, I'd like to open up a bookstore/coffeeshop/thrift store. But I want it in a wharf. If I ever come across the opportunity, I'll probably take it.
  • What is your favorite scene from a movie? Probably at the end of What Dreams May Come, when the little boy offers his sandwich to the little girl.. or at the end of the first Bridget Jones, when Mark leaves her house and Bridget freaks out and chases him down the street in her underwear, only to find out he was buying her a new journal for a fresh start.
  • What is your favorite number and please tell us, why? 723. Dunno, it just shows up everywhere. It's my life number. I know I'm on the right track when I see it.
  • Have you ever been on any bridge? Do you like bridges? I love bridges, they're gorgeous, but I'm also terrified of them and have had recurring nightmares about a bridge falling apart while I'm on it.
  • Do you have fear of anything? If it’s not secret, please tell us what you fear the most? I have trypophobia. Google it. Makes my skin crawl and makes me want to scream.
  • Where are you working right now? suicide hotline
  • Where do you want to travel? where do I even start.. Machu Picchu - Santorini, Greece - London, England - Ireland and Scotland - India - Vancouver BC Canada - Oak Island.. so many places I wanna see.
  • Do you love history? Did you have high grades in history classes? I loved history but I always asked questions the teachers didn't wanna answer. I was a difficult student because I was rarely satisfied with the answers I received. 
  • Who is your favorite Queen in world’s history? Probably Queen Victoria. She was amazing. She ended slavery like, 200 years before America thought to, she adopted an African princess after her family was slaughtered, she was a philanthropist, but mainly because of her husband Albert always pushing her to be more to the left. Albert was a true love and I envy her love with him. 
  • Which one is your favorite, Barack Obama or George Bush? I mean, they're both corporate shills aren't they? I prefer Obama, but Bush wasn't much different from Obama, to be honest.
  • Have you right to vote in US elections? yes.
  • Which candidate was your favorite during latest US Presidential elections? Bernie Sanders, obviously. I was one of his WV delegates.
  • What do you think about the Russia’s Leader Putin? He's a shady shit, but I can't get a clear read on him. Guess being ex-KGB pays off when it comes to secrecy.
  • How do you describe yourself? quirky, philosophical, passionate, whimsical, loving, caring, intelligent, nerdy
  • Can you describe yourself in just 3 words? quirky, oversharer, passionate
  • What are the most powerful 3 words that changed your life? honor, courage, commitment
  • Who you admire the most, mother or father? eh. technically, my mom. but my grandparents raised me, and if you're talking about them, my papaw, because he was my best friend til he died. Still is my best friend, because nobody can compare to him.
  • Do you have siblings? How many? Two half siblings from my mom, and about 8 half siblings from my dad.
  • How many books do you read during the year? anywhere from 1-12. Depends on the books and the year, really.
  • How many books you have read in 2019? Two so far.
  • Are you technology lover, if not, why? Yeah, who doesn't love technology...?
  • What do you prefer, Windows or Mac? Windows. Mac is for simpletons.
  • Which brand is your favorite, Apple or Samsung? Samsung, same reason.
  • Which Operational system’s user you are, IOs or Android? Android, booboo.
  • Who is your favorite male Youtuber? Pewdiepie, probably.
  • Who is your favorite female YouTuber? don't have one. 
  • How do you feel right now? pretty happy, kinda tired of these questions though.. 
  • Can you remember the first time your felt angry? yeah. when I got in a fist fight with a childhood friend because she took the turtle I found and tried to say it was hers. 
  • Can you remember the first time laughed? No, but it was probably because of my papaw or Monthy Python's Flying Circus.
  • Who is your favorite comedic actor? Will Ferrell, hands down. Then probably Seth Rogen... 
  • Who is your favorite stand-up Comedians and why? Mitch Hedberg, Jimmy Carr, Amy Schumer, Sarah Silverman, Nikki Glaser, Whitney Cummings, James Acaster, Katherine Ryan, Russell Brand, Richard Pryor, and Lenny Bruce. Why? Because they're real, they're funny and they're multi-tier. 
  • When was the last time you cried? Watching Guava Island, when I realized Donald Glover's character gave the bribe money to the band, so he could dance for the woman he loved. It SLAYED me. I bawled like a baby.
  • Do you know where will be your career in 10 years? Nope. 
  • Do you love your work and is this your dream work? Yeah, actually I do love this job. Dream job, not really, because I wanna do something that makes a huge difference. I want to impact the world.
  • What is your favorite moment from childhood? dancing in the kitchen with my papaw.
  • Do you have pets? Yep. Three small dogs. 
  • Do you love fishing, if yes then why? No, I don't think we should fish unless we need food. Otherwise, what are you fishing for? 

Ok, so there we go. A blog post that isn't sad. Now what do I do? lol.
I guess I'll go finish this week's course on Political Existentialism and continue living my boring and happy life. *shrugs*



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